個人檔案Goin'Crazy相片部落格清單 工具 說明

Zhao Emma

職業
居住地
想哭想笑,也想跳;
想呼想叫,也想要;
想真想假,想飞想飘,也想醉;
想快醉,想我们一起醉

Goin'Crazy

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7月13日

Being懒

问我什么我都说不知道诶
下了班的约会永远是下次吧
超过十分钟的腿程就打车了
去厕所也要顺便带着杯子
坐着就翘二郎腿
垃圾桶放在眼跟前
短信不爱回,电话不想讲
找房子...能不能帮我拍张照片寄过来...
 
其实挺开心的,但总觉得少点激情,缺点生气儿~
 
越来越像它了...
7月9日

更新之无目的

问我为什么不更新,都说我懒~:(
我没有懒,而且就算懒,也没必要懒这几个字。
更新是要有新的心情分享,我没有,所以就不更新。这就是原因了,完。
2月22日

This is my life, rated

This Is My Life, Rated
Life: 8.6
Mind: 8.2
Body: 7.7
Spirit: 8.3
Friends/Family: 6.5
Love: 7.7
Finance: 5.9
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

 

Your Life Analysis:

Life: Your life rating is a score of the sum total of your life, and accounts for how satisfied, successful, balanced, capable, valuable, and happy you are. The quiz attempts to put a number on the summation of all of these things, based on your answers. Your life score is amazingly high. This means that you are in tune with your needs and on a path toward great personal fulfillment. Despite the challenges of life, you have achieved harmony and balance. Continue doing what you are doing right; do not allow yourself to slip or falter.
Mind: Your mind rating is a score of your mind's clarity, ability, and health. Higher scores indicate an advancement in knowledge, clear and capable thinking, high mental health, and pure thought free of interference. Your mind score is within a healthy zone. This means you have achieved a level of mental balance and harmony consistent with living a healthy, happy life. Continue doing what works, and keep your focus. In our fast-paced world, mental clutter is all too common. Be vigilant in maintaining healthy mental function.
Body: Your body rating measures your body's health, fitness, and general wellness. A healthy body contributes to a happy life, however many of us are lacking in this area. You have a rather good body score, which is an indication that you take care of yourself. There is room for improvement, however. Please keep doing what works. Eat right, exercise, reduce your stress, treat any illness. Doing these things will help ensure your body will be in good working order for a long time to come.
Spirit: Your spirit rating seeks to capture in a number that elusive quality which is found in your faith, your attitude, and your philosophy on life. A higher score indicates a greater sense of inner peace and balance. Your spirit score is relatively high, which means you are rewarded by your beliefs. Spirituality is clearly important to do. Never let it slip, and continue to learn and grow.
Friends/Family: Your friends and family rating measures your relationships with those around you, and is based on how large, healthy, and dependable your social network is. Your friends and family score is not bad but can be improved. Maintain your current social net, while you try to expand it. Try new things and form new friendships. You will be rewarded greatly.

Love: Your love rating is a measure of your current romantic situation. Sharing your heart with another person is one of life's most glorious, terrifying, rewarding experiences. Your love score is in good shape, meaning that things are going well. Do all you can to maintain it, and continue to grow and move ahead.

Finance: Your finance rating is a score that rates your current financial health and stability. Your finances are somewhat in the middle, neither bad or exceptional. Keep doing what works for you, and improve what doesn't. Focus on long-term financial stability as your goal.

2月6日

遇见

  一个人一生中会遇见多少人,好难计算。首先要给“遇见”下个定义,是相逢不相识,还是相恋又相知呢。不管是哪一种遇见,只要遇见了,就是前n生注定的缘分。不都说前生五百年的修炼,才能换来今生的回眸一瞥吗。那四目相望至少也值个200年吧。所以说所有的遇见都是极有价值的,因为都是付出代价换来的。那么遇见一个能够带给你快乐,让你感到无比亲切的人就更不知道是修了多少年月,多少世代,多少轮回之后的一段正果。
  今天非常开心,因为officially认识了一个可爱的大哥哥。本以为我的“这一天“因为一些事,会比想象中更加难熬,但结果却是surprisingly快乐。这难道不是最美丽的巧合吗~虽说遇见不分场合,遇见也不计较对象,但是,遇见一个可爱的已婚的豪爽的细心的高大的戴眼镜的大哥哥,实在是全世界小女生梦寐以求的像中六合彩一样的美事。
  晚上回来的时候,还发生了宿舍已经锁门,我们两人无奈之下企图破门而入的诡异事件,当几乎把门械下来的时候,远处黑暗中走来一个超高个子的mm,看到我们绝望的脸,她微~微~一笑,从容的从背包中拿出手机,直接拨通了看门大妈的房间电话。我只好尴尬的说,一看我就不是那种夜不归宿的,因此不精于此道。
      遇见你,我很感激。:)
2月4日

Beautiful

这个春节因为有你变得很美好,让我吃惊的美好,一切事先不曾计划,来得那么突然,如梦似幻的~~
谢谢你~~~~
 
1月30日

爱了那么多年的<多得他>

   我狂喜欢的一首歌哦~~~相~当~perfect, 偶家菲菲的歌唱实力,赞~ 是偶不敢挑战的高度哦~~~哈
  
   多得他
 


曲:babyface l.a. reid d. simmons
词:林夕

当初初给他的双手抱我那一瞬
曾软软笑笑但不知所措却竟相信
在世界我最软弱
所以要他相拥
就让我那懒懒身躯躲进臂弯之中
无论现实或是造梦(还有我名字,哈哈)
给他每秒操纵
从来没发觉
他的呼吸催促我变得多蠢
误信了我弱质纤纤
随便也感动
并未知道我也可以完全麻木放纵

 

多得他给我勇气
真的要多得他
去使我懂得
每一个故事结尾
无非别离
总是别离
失去他先知
我也可不需要那臂弯不哭也不生气


我最初天天只等他将体温躯去我寒意
还承认我太怕冷要靠爱侣输出暖意
谁料到今天只得一个仍然可以生活
若是感到四处太冷漠
穿上我的冬衣


我最初抓紧他的双手
从来不爱自由
能让我永远地拥有
已觉真的富有
那料这回抹掉眼泪也要靠我的手
即使他已爱我多久
仍会高飞远走


oh baby 他的爱意反复改变我
也许相恋得太多
人亦渐渐不知对错
天生孤单过路再上路也不清楚
要看得清楚却不心需要那点恋火

多得他不再爱我


oh no no no! the kind of girl
that you can let down
thinking everything is ok
i'm only human
oh good good good cause
you can't
don't let me
don't you let me down
i'm only human
oh no oh no the kind of girl
that you can let down
thinking everything is ok
i'm only human.

That girl is more than occasional
hearts as a joken of love
oh if you feel it in your heart
and you understand me stop right where you are
everybody sing along with me

1月20日

漫漫长夜,无心睡眠

  近来常有点莫名的伤感情怀。
  昨天从报社walk到王府井,在安定门桥上逆风飙泪,眼迷离,脚扑朔的愤然前行。路上还遇到3个保安模样的龌龊男子,从怒视到怒骂到愤怒转身离去过程一共用了1分钟不到,并且同其中一位最近的距离达到了著名的0.05米。当时的感觉就是豁出去了。我发现我这个人比较容易豁出去。平常看着腼腆害羞的,动不动就脸红,到了真事儿上,还是有那么股子倔强劲儿。
  昨晚的walk着实于疗伤心情是管用的。“为你我受冷风吹”,其实这是种自我解脱的妙法,起码比“借酒消愁愁更愁”,还伤筋动骨的,又毁身体又毁皮肤强多了。
  我昨夜确实穿的单薄,小短裙,小皮靴,一件薄如蝉翼的白色外套。走到宽街的时候已然不能活动双手了。我就那么僵着想对策。就那么僵着,心里美着。晚上没有吃东西,我当时全心全意的为这次成功的空腹walk而神清气爽。
  大街上明显显出一种过年前清冷的凄美。马路两旁的路灯都耷拉着脑袋,我走过的时候,他们还勉强的抬抬头,也看不出是不是要打招呼,我反正是没有心情理他们的。
  一对母女不知不觉地走到我前面去了,我突然振作,欲与其二人试比腿长。当我们节奏一样的时候,我们的距离拉近;当我们保持一定距离的时候,我比他们腿倒腾的慢。明显我腿长啊(当然也不排除我像男人一样迈大步。。。)。
  这样无聊的,无聊的,无聊着的一个我,用冻僵了,冻僵了,冻僵了的双手给一个男人拨了电话,旋即躲进了路边的7-11。后来的事情很简单,ktv郁闷了,估计以后都不再欢迎我--我用沙哑的嗓子高歌数曲,在《不管有多苦》处激情洒泪,在《深呼吸》处被口水呛到,并再也没有振作起来。
  其实我只想现在在这里,真的不想管明天在哪里。